Neither Here Nor There

I'm not used to "here nor there". I am either HERE or THERE. At this moment, though, I'm neither here nor there. My horoscope fills me in:

Via my favorite: Rob Brezney.

From Rob B to me (1 May):
TAURUS (April 20-May 20): I once knew a psychic who worked with
people in comas. He contacted their spirits, which were wandering in
limbo between this world and the next, and tried to convince them to
either fully return to their bodies or else let their bodies die and formally
exit to the other side. The task you now face is nowhere as dramatically
life-and-death as that, Taurus, but it's comparable in a sense: Being
neither here nor there is a futile state that you shouldn't continue to
accept. Do what's necessary to make the knotty choice with as much
grace as possible.

With as much grace as possible...I'm not sure for what, yet, though, I will make a decision. Which decision, though?

I think I'll handle anything with grace (it's the other guy I'm worried about). The "knotty choice" however, I'm not sure yet, what that choice is.
...

I refuse to be neither here nor there. It is a futile state I refuse to accept. I will make the commitment to make the knotty choice of where I go, with as much grace as possible.